Day 2 of exhaustion...

Super tired and restless now.. Today is not really that productive.. I wish I can concentrate. Next thurs is my CL eoy and I am not really prepared cause I am really very weak in Chinese. I need to pass Chinese.

I am on the verge of giving up. My eyes is half close now and it is like 10pm? too early for me.

Nowadays, I don't really have enough of sleep.

Another day of worry

Today, after school, clique and I planned to study. It wasn't as productive as the last few days. I feel so guilty and lousy..

Eoy is making me misery T.T

I kinda hate my life now.. and now, I don't even know what to study!! HORROR OF HORROR!

seriously.. why

Why wasn't I hardworking last year

I just asked myself this question "Why am I in na?" I seriously regretted slacking and playing so much last year during my PSLE year.. If I was a little hardworking, I could have been in Express.. I hate how I have to worry everyday that I cannot make it into express... I hate to work so hard cause this is so tiring .. I know I have to perserver this year to get promoted but I always have this feeling that I cannot get promoted and sometimes , I believe I can. Why is my faith so small? Why do I doubt so much? I keep on procrastinating and I knew that this is bad. I got to seriously stop all these distractions.

Nobody ever knows how I feel even though they claim that they do

Nobody will ever know how much and how desperate I am to get into express

I prayed every single night YES SINGLE NIGHT that I can get into express and I know that I must have faith so that my prayers will be answered.

I really want my faith to be big!

Now I see no point blogging here about how I feel or how I thought now..

I guess I have to just confide ALL my feelings into somebody else.

I have my clique that stands by me

good seniors that would help me

friends that would support me

I have everyone to tell me , that they believe in me and know that I can do it..

But why can't I just believe in myself .....

On Hiatus

This will be my last post .. ( For now) cause EOY is coming and I need to study harder to get 77% and convinced my mum to let me take up B-boy classes at Oschool. Oschool totally rocks okay. Sharmane introduce it to me .. Super thankful to her!!!! hahaha

Will be coming back after End-Of-Year

Needs & Wants

This kind of English standered I have here now is no wonder why I got a 63 for it. I know that I can do better than before . End-of-year WILL be my last hope.

I need and want so many things now!! This is super frustrating and when I turned my head, I saw a gigantic ugly lizard. Kinda shocked me. Just finished reading Emily the strange comic volume 1 and it was super addictive! I kept reading it over and over again and I tried to get bored of it by reading Stranger and Stranger. AT page 12 now.

Baked cupcakes for myself cause I was at home alone doing my science homeworks and tuition homeworks. Will be revising Chinese and Science again later tonight.

I need ....

1.A DSLR camera cause canon powershot E1 sucks !

2.To get into express

3.77% for EOY

4.To keep following my own plans for september holiday

5. Improve on my English, to get an A1

6. A job

7. Facial

9. A new phone

10. A break

11. Save money

12. More money hence, I need a job

13. To study harder

I want....

1. DSLR camera

2.Facial

3. To get into the express stream

4.To go shopping

5. Emily the strange dolls and novels and bags and etc

6. Im not a spoilt brat

7. No zits on my face , No red dots

8. to be inspired

9. To be a better dancer

10. Learn B-BOY .. Airflare and Windmill so I will be cool

11. clique to be more united

12. Blackberry bold or an Iphone 4

13. Things to stay like this.. perfect and fun.. worry-free

Fav things



I'm a happy girl ! Happy that I got my fav fictional character Emily the strange book's from kinokuniya like finally. Tomorrow is a monday and it is the start of September holiday. I should cherished my time of sleeping now.

Puberty strikes. Zits sucks!










I had my purple contact lens since hmm august 23? I wanted pink but it don't exist in Singapore how sad. And no! I do NOT want to buy it ONLINE cause I don't want my eyes to be infected or go blind .

I fell in love with Fresh-look contact lenses and I think I am going to buy Amethyst color . That color is beautiful and rare cause it is a 3-in-1 technology contact lens! $42 for a box! or maybe it is the monthly wear type.HMmmm and I DO NOT have myopia ( please take note )

Had cell meeting at Gabriel's and it was fun! But today's plan for revising chinese had failed and tomorrow I will be going to Orchard , Ngee ann city + Ion + don't know where to shop with mum and go to my fav bookstore KINOKUNIYA to shop for books! can't wait.

Last wed was teacher's day. So it was a school holiday for us and I woke up at approximately 11.30 to get prepared cause I am going shopping with Jewel,Carey and Kityu. It was fun and yeah we were like shopper-holics. I love cotton on . I bought 2 off-shoulder tops and 2 tanktops to match with my off-shoulder tops and these 4 costs me only $50! CHEAP !

Gonna wear one of it tomorrow to go orchard with mum! Again, can't wait.

Oh btw, these photos are outdated so my zits + mosquito bites are gone! REJOICE ! well except some irritating small little zits are still there.. I need to go facial.

I love my clique