Special someone in my heart

Had just realized that my blog is so dead. Who cares anyway. Am happy to say that I have been concentrating in class and can remember every single details and lesson that have been taught . HAPPY ME! Time passes really fast and somehow I am kinda glad it is and kinda sad about it. School had been amazing lately and I dunno why. But it really gets on my nerve when people are teasing about clement and I when it was like so long ago.. I meant we are NOT together ok. Jesus had answered my prayer! HAPPY TTM! I am so happy right now! I didnt expected it to happen but it just happened. FUNNIEST AND HAPPIEST THING THAT IS IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

Am not happy now. Not going to write about tapestry. Gonna go study. Maybe someday and someday,will post about tapestry stuffs

Will blog about TAPESTRY tomorrow

ciao people

I have been such a lazy freak nowadays. Especially towards blogging as the pictures are loading like some bitch. hmm tomorrow

I need to get out of 1c1 soon

I love tapestry to the max. I love it! Hiphop plus jazz!
Can i keep the jazz costume? Can I dont return it to mr derek?
The jazz dance is so memorable

It sucks when people doesnt tell you that your pretty. It would just makes you feel suckish and the ugliest girl on earth. This is bad. Very bad.

Tapestry is just next week. Am I even ready to dance confidently in front of everyone? like how I had did during SYF and public performances.

Gracefully

Confidently

Passionate

and you will feel like you had already conquered all the dancers on the stage and the spot light is shine only on you. Only you.

But that feeling in me was gone. I felt like giving up when I cannot remember the steps and do it well or give my lousiest shot. I had been frowning. Sucks again.

I really want you to notice me when Im dancing. I only want you to see me dance. It would just boost my emotions and confidence. I will not be afraid or nervous. I hope those feelings will come back.

I think I had suffered from Amnesia since june. I had totally forgotten how to do Angles and how to organize and plan things to get my goals. SUCKS TTM!

Am not so moody or sad now. Just neutral. Neutral....

I love Emily the Strange

Migrate!

I've got a stupid itch to migrate to australia to study there , have fun there and live there forever! Or maybe, go travelling around New york , Los angeles and other places of interest. The shops there are big and we can wear those glamorous clothes and boots! Not like in singapore,Whatever we wear, people will give us those rude stares and judge us like nobody's business. 'THIS GIRL MUST BE MAD! SINGAPORE IS SO HOT AND YET SHE HAD WEAR LIKE THIS" Those remarks are from aunties. Yeah middle or older aged women. *Yawns*.

I think I am becoming like those girls who loves to take care of their skin . Cause recently when I am out with my friends, I would drop by at watsons,guardians or the body shop to find those lotions that would help my skin to be smooth and nice. GRHH! The worst thing that has occurred to me is that I had bought Lip balms and hair cream! I would never do that but I guess I did. I'm a growing girl. Singapore is small and hot. But it is the most beautiful country of all times! Clean and green! But its not really fun to have fun and nice to shop around as the things that we wanted most is not available in Singapore. Sad much. I just wanna migrate there! More freedom,more fun people and kind people and yeah FUN PLACES TO HANG OUT TO!

even though some is racist. I'll slap them if they are TO ME

tata

Hell

Hey readers! I am going to share with you guys today about hell. Yeah hell is real. You might think that oh Im just like the another naive girl but last time, I doubt that there is Heaven or hell. But now, there is hell. And i believed.

Here is what my church had preeched about. You guys better know Jesus . In order to go to heaven, your name must be in the Book of Life. I got this video from my church and even though this is fake, but this is confirm how or what it is like when you recieved a A LETTER FROM HELL from your friend or who.

Here it goes

Dear friend,

I died today.

Its alot of different than I expected. You see, I always thought that dying would bring me to a world that is foggy and hazy. But this place is crystal clear.. Its even more real than my life on earth. I can talk, I can think and I can even feel. I can feel my spirit leaving my body. It was the weirdest thing. I thought I had heard you screaming out to me man! At first, I was just standing in a line. Getting registered I guess, they have me for my name. And begin to look in this thing called the Book of life. I guess they couldnt find it though because this huge angel standing next to me and grab me by the arm and started dragging me away ! I WAS TERRIFIED! I had no idea what was going on . I ask the angel where it was taking me. Finally, he told me that only those , whose name was written in the book of life could enter heaven! the rest, would be condemned to hell forever. Man I was scared! the angel threw me into some kind of mouldy cell where I have been sitting and thinking for a long time. Do you know what I WAS THINKING? I WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU! You are a Christian! You told me yourself! i MEAN WE TALKED ABOUT IT 3 DIFF TIMES A DAY!! you laughed it off you changed the subject! I mean it came up right before the rack ! well the question that did not came off from my mind is why havent you ever told me about how to become a CHRISTIAN? I mean you said that you are my friend! but if you really were, you would have told me about JESUS! and tell me how to escape from this terrible place im headed for! friend! i am terrified! NOW THE ANGELS ARE AT THE DOOR! OH NO! they are coming in! pointing at me! THEY ARE GRABBING ME! AND CARRYING ME OUT OF THE ROOM! i can already smell the burning sulfur and brimstone! THIS IS IT! I AM WITHOUT HOPE! they are come closer and closer and closer! MY HEART IS BURSTING WITH FEAR! they are holding me over the flame!I am dead forever! this is it! they are throwing me in to the fire! FIRE, PAIN! HELL!!! why! why didnt you ever tell me about JESUS!

By your friend

PS, WISH YOU WERE HERE ( IN HELL ) he meant

scary isnt it! PLEASE ACCEPT JESUS INTO YOUR LIVES AND GET YOUR NAME IN THE BOOK OF LIFE!