I think its retarded of me to have 2 blogs -.- ok very retarded.. so I had moved to tumblr!

www.frownyfrown.tumblr.com

not permanently in Tumblr. Will blog her once in a while

My formspring:)

http://www.formspring.me/KillDesires

1C1 CLASS CHALET

Class chalet was 2 days 1 night ( sucks I know right ) but it was wild and insane! It kinda started off quite badly cause people were pissing me off and some people gets pissed off. But it went good later .

I did not expect to have soo much fun at the chalet. Last night was even awesome! We couldn't sleep thanks to Syed cause he couldn't sleep. Too hyper last night and he was talking too much of rubbish that keeps us wide awake. Am still quite sleepy after I had a good 7 hours of sleep.

The fun we had was INDESCRIBABLE . NOT EVEN the pictures could paint a thousand words cause there are really epic moments and nobody snap it down. Only all posing for the cameras,looking good and there you have it.

But overall, it was crazy with all that rockets,burnings ,swimmings,jokes, misbehaver,stupid funny brags,night walking,BBQ-ING,disturbing people and etc etc kinda naughty stuffs . YES BURNING ! EVEN THE TOILET PAPER!!!

So, the BBQ yesterday and class chalet's plan was a success!!

I kinda miss yesterday now ... nostalgia I guess

There's dance tomorrow. I'm extremmmeeely lazy to attend

Most photos are in facebookk ^^

Its 2 am in the morning and I am still not asleep yet and am having the habit of staying up late flipping the magazines and reading some Tumblr . Gonna meet my 4 ladies later at city hall for Orchard shopping. Thinking of bringing my lil camera along to snap .

Tuesday is gonna be another exhausting day.. class chalet.

Hope tuesday will go good

Loving you is nice , being with you is great but falling out with you is what makes me crack

I see you shakin

Spent a day today at Novena shopping with Mum, Auntie and her son and my sister. It was boring cause novena is not a nice place to shop? thats my opinion.

Monday orchard with some of the FCS

tuesday-wed - Class chalet.

thurs-dance

fri-no-plans-made-yet.

Class chalet better be great

Anger has took over me and I can't stop it

I really do detest people who didn't do well for exams and yet all they do is blame their fellow classmates about their bad results. Seriously please fucking get a life I swear.

When the teachers were teaching, we were all paying 100% attention and we didn't even made a single sound. But than, YOU said that you couldn't pay attention in class cause we were making noise. FUCK YOU MAN SERIOUSLY! think about it, we all can achieve good grades but why can't you? cause you were in class fucking talking to your friends while the teachers were teaching and than now you are telling ME that you couldn't study in class cause we made noise. FANTASTIC!

I don't care if you hate her or me cause WE all clearly knew that we weren't making a single noise in class when we are in serious business. I mean come on man! you don't blame others about your grades! blame yourself okay!

and you think you are so well liked here? GROW UP BOY! you annoying and irritating. So quit being a mother fucking hypocrite and stop fucking blaming us about your bad bad results.

seriously go fuck yourself hard if you still don't get it or telling me that we are the DISTRACTIONS.

fuck off bitch. One more time, and my anger level with you is OVER MAX, your dead.

JUST.ONE.MORE.TIME

Don't fucking forget, next year, we are going to be in 2c1 boy! classmates again . So bloody think before you ever say about US BEING THE DISTRACTIONS CAUSE WE FUCKING DID NOT MAKE NOISES IN CLASS WHILE THE TEACHERS WERE TEACHING

sick T.T

I can't go out with my FCS today T.T all thanks to fever and stomach flu T.T and I have to eat so many medicine! wth

I drew cherries on my 10 fingernails

I'm a first timer and this is the end product. I was so bored

1c1 2010

We shall mark our happy and bad memories here and hopefully create memorable memories next year.

2c1 2011...

Results

Am not satisfied with my results. Could have done it way much better.

I can't believe after all these efforts that I had put in, I still could not achieve what I want to achieve..

This feeling totally sucks.

But on the brighter side, I finally earned an A2 for geog after so many tests!

I'm always getting a (Fail-by-1-mark) marks and (pass-by-1~3-marks) marks. Enraging ?!

It's just ain't there by my side when I needed it.

And it grew stronger and stronger and stronger and stronger and stronger

Gonna make myself busy from tomorrow onwards by going out,handling the Clique's livejournal blogshop and stuff.

Livejournal blogshop will officially be open in 1 month time. Or maybe in 3 weeks time.

Am going to convince my mum to let me take up for B-boy classes at Oschool. I won't give up.

If we could be together for awhile ~

that song is stuck in my head

Douchbag

I witnessed something that I should not even be witnessing.. And it just broke my heart. I can't stop thinking about it. That scenario keep popping in to my head .. I just can't forget. And when I am reminded about IT, I would just breakdown..

I hate you for doing that. And yet you seems like you doesn't care. Just get lost and don't come into my life anymore. You are just torturing me.

Get out man

God,Help me.

Skipped school

Didn't go to school today as I don't feel like it and it was raining cats and dogs this morning at around 6 am. Exams are already over but I am still not really used to it. But finally, freedom is OFFICIALLY BACK ! Damn happy.

Have been going out with Clique to enjoy ourself. Am looking forward to the day when we are going to sentosa and other fun places to enjoy ourself. But I need a job badly.. I need $$$

20 october 2010

went to Tamp 1 with 7 members of our Clique to shop around and decorate cakes from the Icing room. We played with the remaining icing's by drawing mustache on each other's faces

Fcs 2010' for the WIN! I love my Clique . This is the end result of our clique cake decoration product

Halfway drawing on navjeet's face. Love it

So after all these fun , we went to the Open Plaza and ate our cake. I asked for 10 big candles even though there are only 7 members there ( excluding me )

THE DAY JUST BEFORE GEOG PAPER

Clique came to my house to mug for Geog. It was kinda productive

we took a mini group picture together as a Clique but 3 members are missing.

I really wanna invest in a CANON EOS DSLR next year. WORK WORK WORK!

Have tons of pictures to be uploaded.

-Studying Geog the day before Geog papers and

-Outing with Clique

But blogger is pissing me off cause image uploads will be disabled for two hours due to maintenance -.-

Today,

Had my Geography paper. It was insane!! When the invigilators gave out the question papers and I got stunned when I flipped open my papers. Then, when the time has come, I stared at my paper for a good long 15 minutes.. I think I am just gonna get an average passing mark.

Gonna rely on Science, Lit and Math to get my 70% ! I need an A1 FOR both Math and Science.

GO CHEM! GO BIO! GO MATH!

I have been forcing myself to mug ! This is bad!

I better get into express..

Been going to the school's library with Clique to mug and spent another 2 hours to do my revisions at home.

I got my own formspring account. Ask me anything!

www.formspring.me/KillDesires

This is my formspring :) you can ask me anything or leave me a comment cause I've no tagboard.

Chinese eoy is officially next week on the 7th of october. Eoy is starting very soon. I got to mug hard

Day 2 of exhaustion...

Super tired and restless now.. Today is not really that productive.. I wish I can concentrate. Next thurs is my CL eoy and I am not really prepared cause I am really very weak in Chinese. I need to pass Chinese.

I am on the verge of giving up. My eyes is half close now and it is like 10pm? too early for me.

Nowadays, I don't really have enough of sleep.

Another day of worry

Today, after school, clique and I planned to study. It wasn't as productive as the last few days. I feel so guilty and lousy..

Eoy is making me misery T.T

I kinda hate my life now.. and now, I don't even know what to study!! HORROR OF HORROR!

seriously.. why

Why wasn't I hardworking last year

I just asked myself this question "Why am I in na?" I seriously regretted slacking and playing so much last year during my PSLE year.. If I was a little hardworking, I could have been in Express.. I hate how I have to worry everyday that I cannot make it into express... I hate to work so hard cause this is so tiring .. I know I have to perserver this year to get promoted but I always have this feeling that I cannot get promoted and sometimes , I believe I can. Why is my faith so small? Why do I doubt so much? I keep on procrastinating and I knew that this is bad. I got to seriously stop all these distractions.

Nobody ever knows how I feel even though they claim that they do

Nobody will ever know how much and how desperate I am to get into express

I prayed every single night YES SINGLE NIGHT that I can get into express and I know that I must have faith so that my prayers will be answered.

I really want my faith to be big!

Now I see no point blogging here about how I feel or how I thought now..

I guess I have to just confide ALL my feelings into somebody else.

I have my clique that stands by me

good seniors that would help me

friends that would support me

I have everyone to tell me , that they believe in me and know that I can do it..

But why can't I just believe in myself .....

On Hiatus

This will be my last post .. ( For now) cause EOY is coming and I need to study harder to get 77% and convinced my mum to let me take up B-boy classes at Oschool. Oschool totally rocks okay. Sharmane introduce it to me .. Super thankful to her!!!! hahaha

Will be coming back after End-Of-Year

Needs & Wants

This kind of English standered I have here now is no wonder why I got a 63 for it. I know that I can do better than before . End-of-year WILL be my last hope.

I need and want so many things now!! This is super frustrating and when I turned my head, I saw a gigantic ugly lizard. Kinda shocked me. Just finished reading Emily the strange comic volume 1 and it was super addictive! I kept reading it over and over again and I tried to get bored of it by reading Stranger and Stranger. AT page 12 now.

Baked cupcakes for myself cause I was at home alone doing my science homeworks and tuition homeworks. Will be revising Chinese and Science again later tonight.

I need ....

1.A DSLR camera cause canon powershot E1 sucks !

2.To get into express

3.77% for EOY

4.To keep following my own plans for september holiday

5. Improve on my English, to get an A1

6. A job

7. Facial

9. A new phone

10. A break

11. Save money

12. More money hence, I need a job

13. To study harder

I want....

1. DSLR camera

2.Facial

3. To get into the express stream

4.To go shopping

5. Emily the strange dolls and novels and bags and etc

6. Im not a spoilt brat

7. No zits on my face , No red dots

8. to be inspired

9. To be a better dancer

10. Learn B-BOY .. Airflare and Windmill so I will be cool

11. clique to be more united

12. Blackberry bold or an Iphone 4

13. Things to stay like this.. perfect and fun.. worry-free

Fav things



I'm a happy girl ! Happy that I got my fav fictional character Emily the strange book's from kinokuniya like finally. Tomorrow is a monday and it is the start of September holiday. I should cherished my time of sleeping now.

Puberty strikes. Zits sucks!










I had my purple contact lens since hmm august 23? I wanted pink but it don't exist in Singapore how sad. And no! I do NOT want to buy it ONLINE cause I don't want my eyes to be infected or go blind .

I fell in love with Fresh-look contact lenses and I think I am going to buy Amethyst color . That color is beautiful and rare cause it is a 3-in-1 technology contact lens! $42 for a box! or maybe it is the monthly wear type.HMmmm and I DO NOT have myopia ( please take note )

Had cell meeting at Gabriel's and it was fun! But today's plan for revising chinese had failed and tomorrow I will be going to Orchard , Ngee ann city + Ion + don't know where to shop with mum and go to my fav bookstore KINOKUNIYA to shop for books! can't wait.

Last wed was teacher's day. So it was a school holiday for us and I woke up at approximately 11.30 to get prepared cause I am going shopping with Jewel,Carey and Kityu. It was fun and yeah we were like shopper-holics. I love cotton on . I bought 2 off-shoulder tops and 2 tanktops to match with my off-shoulder tops and these 4 costs me only $50! CHEAP !

Gonna wear one of it tomorrow to go orchard with mum! Again, can't wait.

Oh btw, these photos are outdated so my zits + mosquito bites are gone! REJOICE ! well except some irritating small little zits are still there.. I need to go facial.

I love my clique

I got my report book back and I am HAPPY with my results except for chinese. Chinese seriously pulled my NICE percentage down. SHIT IT!
After september holiday, there is TONS of tests awaiting for me to ace them .. oh well im ready :) Geog,math and science :)

I need to get 85~ marks for all subjects EXCEPT chinese. I need at least a 65 for chinese . Oh well! EOY EOY EOY!

Watched movie with Navjeet,Seika,Cheryl,Gerallyn,Kityu,Carey,Jewel, Yani and Masreena! we watched HAUNTED CHANGI and yeah quite scary and shocking. It's super cool when everyone screams in the theater!! Went to artbox after that and I bought those beautiful notebooks that are priced only S$1.90 !! SUPPPER CHEAP! I am officially in love with Artbox <3 ( Not because of the cheap price BUT their designs and quality )

I'm living a happy life now :) I have awesome clique,friends,seniors,dancemates,FAMILY and lover. Also, I had improved my overall percentage :) haha! NEXT GOAL, 75 PERCENT! YESS WANWEN! I CAN DO IT! :)

My blog is super dead! YES! no pictures.. just words but who cares anyway? There's facebook ;D

Had fun at lan with the people! anil etc etc ! haha yeah i enjoyed myself ;D I enjoyed myself going home with him more.

I just wanna say that Im sorry for doubting you or ignoring u. When HE told you that, I knew that you will be super heartbroken and sad... Im sorry. And will never do that again

wO AI NI ~

Step up 3D was awesome and I am so going to watch it again with dancemates (Y) inspire us to be another better dancer. Awesome much.
26 26 26 26 26 26 26 AND 25 25 25 25 was awesome.

HAPPY HAPPY!

I got some of my CT results back and am quite pleased with it. Ms gan gave me yellow forms ... crap
WAAKAKA MY LIFE IS SO SEXYNOW

Wow I just realized that I love you so much sia....

13 things

Am really not happy now cause there is chinese tomorrow. I suck in chinese and chinese pulled me down on my percentage for MYE.

13 things I want in my life for now.

1.To get promoted to Express

2.An A1 for maths again

3.An a1 for geography as I am quite strong in that sub

4.Things to remain this way

5. Be more organized

6. Positive and determination ( Like now )

7. More attention from mummy

8. Try to save more $$

9. Trying not to get amnesia...

10. Emily the strange things - Books,bags,dolls etc

11. To have a chance to go AUS with dance

12. Time to go abit slower

13. Have fun

Am super tired now because of this morning and afternoon's plans . We, 1c1 had to go to NAPS to give our post cards and tell the students to sign it for singapore. Went back to school and we had wasted 45 mins of our freee time and life on staying back and complaining about ms gan. How awesome. Thank god that the test was postponed to next wed. Wasn't really prepared to do it so THANK GOD!

I need to mug really hard now as common test is just next fri and I am so going to spam time on studying and should stop my NONSENSE for awhile.

I hate my class. Stupid people! I mean must they be so annoying? I am fine with all the girls in my class but some of the boys are really asking for a BEATING. GOSHH!

FUCK 1C1

FUCKERS

No title

It's humanities this week and guess what? Navjeet and I got chosen for the GEOG lower sec competition and we got 3rd. Well we could be champion but because I shouted out the ans and didn't raised my hand so , not counted. How shit is this. Twice somemore. Oh well... at least getting a third is not so bad afterall.

Class has been great.So far. But I guess it can be much better. My life is improving but at the same time, I feel like runnning away from reality, the fact that I have the 98 % chance to stay in NA. THIS IS SHIT!!! super shit!! Science test is on friday. I have to study really hard for that. Okay whatever now. I need a break.

Sometimes , I wondered why the fuck would I wanna stress myself out?! why am I torturing myself? why am I giving myself pressure?! this is shit! No one can understand me EXCEPT Jiajun and Navjeet. They could understand me and I got the assurance of them keeping my secrets and I feel really comfortable confiding my feelings to them. Awesome.

SUICIDE TEMPTATION

Guess what? I didn't have the time to blog and the time to blog about Tapestry 4. Pictures are all on fb.

On sat, I had an awesome day with Jiajun, Yeexuan, Rahim ,Jarrett and Mitchell at ETP and movies with the other rest. Was jiajun's birthday. Had fun. But on that fcking night, I suddenly had the temptation to jump off a building. I wanna experience the pain and life after death. I suddenly felt so low and I felt like the most useless person on earth cause it's like I don't even think that I can go to express . Really very depressed about it. On the next day of school, I talked to navjeet about it. She and I don't even feel like living in this horrible and polluted earth anymore . We wanna jump down together cause we swore that we are BEST FRIENDS FOREVER and that means that we are together forever. Die together . I teared after thinking about everything NOT because of me wanting to end my life but because of my misery. My mind was crazy at that time! I don't know what the fuck is happening to me . I don't want to like this either, emo and gross . Even though I am fine now, but I think I might consider jumping off the building if I do not get into Express. Oh wait I don't think . I PROMISED MYSELF! everyone is enjoying their sec 1 life now but I am not. I am studying hard ! very hard! and whats worst is that people all told me that " Oh you can do it! i believe in you! jyjy!" " PRove them wrong! continue tobe like this! I believe in you!" and etc but DO I FUCKING BELIEVE IN MYSELF?! NO! so why bother telling me?? I was angry with myself for losing all those confidence because I had been slacking recently . WHY THE FUCK IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?! If I could, I will jump off the building now. Not because I want a death-attention but because I hate to live with regrets and troubles already. IT SUCK YOUR LIFE UP!

FUCK LIFE NOW!

Special someone in my heart

Had just realized that my blog is so dead. Who cares anyway. Am happy to say that I have been concentrating in class and can remember every single details and lesson that have been taught . HAPPY ME! Time passes really fast and somehow I am kinda glad it is and kinda sad about it. School had been amazing lately and I dunno why. But it really gets on my nerve when people are teasing about clement and I when it was like so long ago.. I meant we are NOT together ok. Jesus had answered my prayer! HAPPY TTM! I am so happy right now! I didnt expected it to happen but it just happened. FUNNIEST AND HAPPIEST THING THAT IS IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

Am not happy now. Not going to write about tapestry. Gonna go study. Maybe someday and someday,will post about tapestry stuffs

Will blog about TAPESTRY tomorrow

ciao people

I have been such a lazy freak nowadays. Especially towards blogging as the pictures are loading like some bitch. hmm tomorrow

I need to get out of 1c1 soon

I love tapestry to the max. I love it! Hiphop plus jazz!
Can i keep the jazz costume? Can I dont return it to mr derek?
The jazz dance is so memorable

It sucks when people doesnt tell you that your pretty. It would just makes you feel suckish and the ugliest girl on earth. This is bad. Very bad.

Tapestry is just next week. Am I even ready to dance confidently in front of everyone? like how I had did during SYF and public performances.

Gracefully

Confidently

Passionate

and you will feel like you had already conquered all the dancers on the stage and the spot light is shine only on you. Only you.

But that feeling in me was gone. I felt like giving up when I cannot remember the steps and do it well or give my lousiest shot. I had been frowning. Sucks again.

I really want you to notice me when Im dancing. I only want you to see me dance. It would just boost my emotions and confidence. I will not be afraid or nervous. I hope those feelings will come back.

I think I had suffered from Amnesia since june. I had totally forgotten how to do Angles and how to organize and plan things to get my goals. SUCKS TTM!

Am not so moody or sad now. Just neutral. Neutral....

I love Emily the Strange

Migrate!

I've got a stupid itch to migrate to australia to study there , have fun there and live there forever! Or maybe, go travelling around New york , Los angeles and other places of interest. The shops there are big and we can wear those glamorous clothes and boots! Not like in singapore,Whatever we wear, people will give us those rude stares and judge us like nobody's business. 'THIS GIRL MUST BE MAD! SINGAPORE IS SO HOT AND YET SHE HAD WEAR LIKE THIS" Those remarks are from aunties. Yeah middle or older aged women. *Yawns*.

I think I am becoming like those girls who loves to take care of their skin . Cause recently when I am out with my friends, I would drop by at watsons,guardians or the body shop to find those lotions that would help my skin to be smooth and nice. GRHH! The worst thing that has occurred to me is that I had bought Lip balms and hair cream! I would never do that but I guess I did. I'm a growing girl. Singapore is small and hot. But it is the most beautiful country of all times! Clean and green! But its not really fun to have fun and nice to shop around as the things that we wanted most is not available in Singapore. Sad much. I just wanna migrate there! More freedom,more fun people and kind people and yeah FUN PLACES TO HANG OUT TO!

even though some is racist. I'll slap them if they are TO ME

tata

Hell

Hey readers! I am going to share with you guys today about hell. Yeah hell is real. You might think that oh Im just like the another naive girl but last time, I doubt that there is Heaven or hell. But now, there is hell. And i believed.

Here is what my church had preeched about. You guys better know Jesus . In order to go to heaven, your name must be in the Book of Life. I got this video from my church and even though this is fake, but this is confirm how or what it is like when you recieved a A LETTER FROM HELL from your friend or who.

Here it goes

Dear friend,

I died today.

Its alot of different than I expected. You see, I always thought that dying would bring me to a world that is foggy and hazy. But this place is crystal clear.. Its even more real than my life on earth. I can talk, I can think and I can even feel. I can feel my spirit leaving my body. It was the weirdest thing. I thought I had heard you screaming out to me man! At first, I was just standing in a line. Getting registered I guess, they have me for my name. And begin to look in this thing called the Book of life. I guess they couldnt find it though because this huge angel standing next to me and grab me by the arm and started dragging me away ! I WAS TERRIFIED! I had no idea what was going on . I ask the angel where it was taking me. Finally, he told me that only those , whose name was written in the book of life could enter heaven! the rest, would be condemned to hell forever. Man I was scared! the angel threw me into some kind of mouldy cell where I have been sitting and thinking for a long time. Do you know what I WAS THINKING? I WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU! You are a Christian! You told me yourself! i MEAN WE TALKED ABOUT IT 3 DIFF TIMES A DAY!! you laughed it off you changed the subject! I mean it came up right before the rack ! well the question that did not came off from my mind is why havent you ever told me about how to become a CHRISTIAN? I mean you said that you are my friend! but if you really were, you would have told me about JESUS! and tell me how to escape from this terrible place im headed for! friend! i am terrified! NOW THE ANGELS ARE AT THE DOOR! OH NO! they are coming in! pointing at me! THEY ARE GRABBING ME! AND CARRYING ME OUT OF THE ROOM! i can already smell the burning sulfur and brimstone! THIS IS IT! I AM WITHOUT HOPE! they are come closer and closer and closer! MY HEART IS BURSTING WITH FEAR! they are holding me over the flame!I am dead forever! this is it! they are throwing me in to the fire! FIRE, PAIN! HELL!!! why! why didnt you ever tell me about JESUS!

By your friend

PS, WISH YOU WERE HERE ( IN HELL ) he meant

scary isnt it! PLEASE ACCEPT JESUS INTO YOUR LIVES AND GET YOUR NAME IN THE BOOK OF LIFE!

Exhausted

Right now I am super tired that I can just fall and sleep on the floor from my chair and yet I am still forcing myself to update my blog. Schooled today. Very happy cause we all have new teachers and subject for this semester. Geography and Home econs . Awesome.

School today WAS tiring too. Danced till 6 plus. There will be dance AGAIN these wed and fri due to TAPESTRY. SHIT OR WHAT!

And another thing is, semester 2 is a really short semester. How sad.

Knowing that we were once so close hurts like so much. I have always been dreaming of us going back to the past where we were so sweet and so attached to each other. All of a sudden, we just became strangers . I don't know why. Don't be like this. You know I miss you. You had hurt me twice but I still chose to forgive you boy. Why are you like this? Is it because your done flirting or whatever it is and starts to fool w other girl's feelings? fuck you . But truth to be said I MISS YOU

FUCK YOU

oh yeah . School is starting next week. Wonderful. I want my sleep D: But I miss school somehow and I don't know why.

Just hoping that term 3 would be awesome. Term 2 is a bitch. Gonna work hard for my ca2 and EOY. My holidays are great. I got my pay from mum cause I had helped her in her office last 2 weeks ago and I haven been going out quite often. Dance was good. Everyone was so energized! Can't wait for tomorrow!

Oh fuck you man .l. oh yeah YOU YOU YOU! hehe ;D you think you very cute ah? so what if your nice to me? or I am nice to you? always say that my tone of speech to you is ........ to you. GET A LIFE BITCH .l.

p.s/ not anyone from my class.

p.p.s / Even if it is from my class, it is none of your pee business

p.p.p.s/ and lastly, fucking admit about your blogpost about SOMEONE. No use hiding it bitch .l. stop lying. If you did it, fucking admit it you coward. I hope everyone will not deny it . hehe I will not deny it. Cause I had made my LONG-AGO post about somebody obvious. hehe but for you, ADMIT IT OKAY!

tata~

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY YO

Oh yes baby!

ADDICTED TO SILENT HILL SONGS AND SILENT HILL THE GAMES AND MOVIE ITSELF

Like what my title has said, I am addicted to these things now. The song is so nice! I suggest you guys to hear it! hehe Im gonna put it in my ipod and blast it ;D

I wanna play the games so much and I wanna watch the movie too. You may think that I am crazy but no. I love the MUSIC AND MELODY SO SO MUCH bitch! hmm Very catchy and nice.

Life have been okay recently and I am dying to get out of this house and have some fun like how the others are having. Night outs and eternal laughters .. I miss em all . I want to have a sleepover at my house. hmm

SHERMIN NG MY BABY!

Its finally your birthday after mine! hehe 1 month and 2 days after mine!

Haha i love you even though we had quarrels sometimes but you are always with me. My truly good friend.

Not forgetting navjeet they all too. BABY! YOUR OFFICIALLY 13! so choose the wise decisions okay! Lets go for 2r1 next year! we 1314

whatever I had posted on my blog is none of your business ;D

unless.. YOUR ARE ADMITTING THAT YOU ARE ONE! ;D WAKAKAAAKA

hmmm yeah so unless you are fucking guilty ;D get over it bitch!

W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R I H.A.D P.O.S.T.E.D HERE IS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS BITCH

DESCRIPTION OF 1C1

This post is going to be quite long . I don't expect much GOODNESS from my class cause my class has full of HYPOCRITES,LIARS,BETRAYERS and bitches.

1c1 was an enthu class . WAS . But now, it is totally different. Hatreds among each other and treating each other like strangers. I mean why cant ya all grow up! AND FOR THE BOYS, please at least pay attention to our teacher's instruction. Do you know that it is super ANNOYING of you guys to keep asking us girls what to do for our holiday assignments?! I MEAN C'MON! pay a little attention will die is it? I don't understand why cant you guys just cooperate with teachers . Is it very hard of you guys to just sit still and listen to the teachers? man...

Another thing is, 1c1 used to be so UNITED together. And we were all like brothers and sisters! Now?? we are all like complete strangers to one and another. Talking behind about each others back and made that person to dislike this person ! WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?! super annoying can! You guys keep claiming that you all wanna leave 1c1. I dont think so....

Mostly all of you guys are fickle minded. YOU ARE ALL HYPOCRITES! seriously! ok not all but mostly. You know who you are bitches! and bastards!

change that shit attitude of yours and stop claiming that your MATURED enough to know all. Your not! You act and talk like one girl who doesnt knows everything but only want BACKUPS with you. You are just super despo for friends. EXTREMELY DESPERATE! stop being so desperate can?! Your results are like some piece of shit now alright. Im not being a bitch now but seriously, study now. It wont kill right?

MY class also have lots of immature people! YEAH SUPER ALOT OF IMMATURE OF PEOPLE.

like

The way the act like telling this person to dun friend the other person and say what OH I HATE THAT PERSON! SO WHAT LUHR! i mean C'MON! just accept who they are ok!

You are just not being yourself. You dont want to get hated so you act like another person,cloning this girl. And if your friends chose to be with this person, you wont like it and start to act like one lil brat who needs everyone's sympathy.

this class is super shit up i swear

I feel that she and I are drifting apart.

she and I are not that close anymore

its up to you weather you wanna

be with us again or not.

KBOX PLUS KARATE KID WITH REENA AND NAVJEET

Yesterday woke up at ard 12.30 when I was suppose to meet them at 1

So I quickly went to brush my teeth and shower and get dressed and put on my eyeliner make up . It took me like around half and hour and I still got to wait for the stupid bus! LATE BIG TIME!

So i meet them at around 2 at Tamp mrt. Haha! sorry guys! So we went to took the mrt down to city hall and walk all the way to marina square. Can't find the things that I need to find . SCREW IT!

WENT TO watch Karate kid with them at 3.30 :) omg the show is super nice please! Make me feel so frustrated and excited! we were like watching football , hoping that the ball would go into the goalpost. haha! the feeling~ SUPER TENSED!

after watching karate kid, we went down to Kbox and sang. We all thought that the bill was going to be 39 cause each person is 13 , but guess what? it cost a freaking 69.44! We all got stunned . We dont even have enough cash with us. sheg. But we still had fun singing bad romance,let it rock,womanizer etc etc . haha! Reena got upset that she had to use her POSB nets card to pay for the bill. Haha! and we guys are blaming each other for a moment. But its okay cause we all knew that it wasnt totally out fault ;D the freaking woman did not even told us that each tidbits cost $7++. Two bowls of tidbits somemore. Agitated or what! We dont even want to tidbits at all! but they just gave us and we thought that it was FREE. But at least we got 4 cups of free drinks ;D

so overall, everything was A-W-E-S-O-M-E

I wanna watch karate kid again ;D and I am going to that ;D if anyone of you wanna watch, must call me ok! hahahaah~ ok i sound like a stupid despo but I dont give a damn about it

Blog later

Hehe see the picture up there? Yeah I am going out to watch movie with my beloved teacher

Midnight movies are awesome. Will continue to blog tonight.

Ok I am back :) Watched KILLERS instead of Nightmare on elm street cause it was m18 and the rating is just 2 thumbs up. Killers is 4 instead. The movie was awesome! It was hilarious :) Indeed the movie was worth my time and money. Just came not long ago anyway.Rainn and I talked alot :) we had a great time together. Maybe we are going to facial next sat :) whee!

I just don't understand why is SHE still wanna wage a war on me :) Well, sorry girl but I am not going to waste my time on arguing with you. I have friends FYI. so yeah :) if you wanna continue talking behind my back, feel free :) cause I wont even be bothered to MENTION your name from my name. My mouth will just completely rot okay. Not going to waste my time on talking about you . I rather talk about MEGAN FOX ;D

Good night!

DESIRES

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Did you guys realized that I have been using cameroid.com to take pictures? Well wanna blame , blame it on an idiot who had exchanged my camera memory stick to an adapter. Eefing retarded. And I hate how i have to spend my money to buy a memory card. ARGG!

So yesterday's BBQ with Zone 3 was awesome! the people there are hilarious! There are good foods alright! Holidays are here already so how am I going to spend my time ?

• Sleeping
• Going out
• Homework
• revision
• CCA
• remedial -.-'' bummer...
• Work ( at mum's office ) for an extra cash
• MOVIES!
• shopping!

Yeap. So these is what I am going to do. YEAH MAN~

hmm thinking of skipping PRASING time later at church.