It sucks when people doesnt tell you that your pretty. It would just makes you feel suckish and the ugliest girl on earth. This is bad. Very bad.

Tapestry is just next week. Am I even ready to dance confidently in front of everyone? like how I had did during SYF and public performances.

Gracefully

Confidently

Passionate

and you will feel like you had already conquered all the dancers on the stage and the spot light is shine only on you. Only you.

But that feeling in me was gone. I felt like giving up when I cannot remember the steps and do it well or give my lousiest shot. I had been frowning. Sucks again.

I really want you to notice me when Im dancing. I only want you to see me dance. It would just boost my emotions and confidence. I will not be afraid or nervous. I hope those feelings will come back.

I think I had suffered from Amnesia since june. I had totally forgotten how to do Angles and how to organize and plan things to get my goals. SUCKS TTM!

Am not so moody or sad now. Just neutral. Neutral....

I love Emily the Strange