Day 2 of exhaustion...

Super tired and restless now.. Today is not really that productive.. I wish I can concentrate. Next thurs is my CL eoy and I am not really prepared cause I am really very weak in Chinese. I need to pass Chinese.

I am on the verge of giving up. My eyes is half close now and it is like 10pm? too early for me.

Nowadays, I don't really have enough of sleep.

Another day of worry

Today, after school, clique and I planned to study. It wasn't as productive as the last few days. I feel so guilty and lousy..

Eoy is making me misery T.T

I kinda hate my life now.. and now, I don't even know what to study!! HORROR OF HORROR!

seriously.. why

Why wasn't I hardworking last year

I just asked myself this question "Why am I in na?" I seriously regretted slacking and playing so much last year during my PSLE year.. If I was a little hardworking, I could have been in Express.. I hate how I have to worry everyday that I cannot make it into express... I hate to work so hard cause this is so tiring .. I know I have to perserver this year to get promoted but I always have this feeling that I cannot get promoted and sometimes , I believe I can. Why is my faith so small? Why do I doubt so much? I keep on procrastinating and I knew that this is bad. I got to seriously stop all these distractions.

Nobody ever knows how I feel even though they claim that they do

Nobody will ever know how much and how desperate I am to get into express

I prayed every single night YES SINGLE NIGHT that I can get into express and I know that I must have faith so that my prayers will be answered.

I really want my faith to be big!

Now I see no point blogging here about how I feel or how I thought now..

I guess I have to just confide ALL my feelings into somebody else.

I have my clique that stands by me

good seniors that would help me

friends that would support me

I have everyone to tell me , that they believe in me and know that I can do it..

But why can't I just believe in myself .....

On Hiatus

This will be my last post .. ( For now) cause EOY is coming and I need to study harder to get 77% and convinced my mum to let me take up B-boy classes at Oschool. Oschool totally rocks okay. Sharmane introduce it to me .. Super thankful to her!!!! hahaha

Will be coming back after End-Of-Year

Needs & Wants

This kind of English standered I have here now is no wonder why I got a 63 for it. I know that I can do better than before . End-of-year WILL be my last hope.

I need and want so many things now!! This is super frustrating and when I turned my head, I saw a gigantic ugly lizard. Kinda shocked me. Just finished reading Emily the strange comic volume 1 and it was super addictive! I kept reading it over and over again and I tried to get bored of it by reading Stranger and Stranger. AT page 12 now.

Baked cupcakes for myself cause I was at home alone doing my science homeworks and tuition homeworks. Will be revising Chinese and Science again later tonight.

I need ....

1.A DSLR camera cause canon powershot E1 sucks !

2.To get into express

3.77% for EOY

4.To keep following my own plans for september holiday

5. Improve on my English, to get an A1

6. A job

7. Facial

9. A new phone

10. A break

11. Save money

12. More money hence, I need a job

13. To study harder

I want....

1. DSLR camera

2.Facial

3. To get into the express stream

4.To go shopping

5. Emily the strange dolls and novels and bags and etc

6. Im not a spoilt brat

7. No zits on my face , No red dots

8. to be inspired

9. To be a better dancer

10. Learn B-BOY .. Airflare and Windmill so I will be cool

11. clique to be more united

12. Blackberry bold or an Iphone 4

13. Things to stay like this.. perfect and fun.. worry-free

Fav things



I'm a happy girl ! Happy that I got my fav fictional character Emily the strange book's from kinokuniya like finally. Tomorrow is a monday and it is the start of September holiday. I should cherished my time of sleeping now.

Puberty strikes. Zits sucks!










I had my purple contact lens since hmm august 23? I wanted pink but it don't exist in Singapore how sad. And no! I do NOT want to buy it ONLINE cause I don't want my eyes to be infected or go blind .

I fell in love with Fresh-look contact lenses and I think I am going to buy Amethyst color . That color is beautiful and rare cause it is a 3-in-1 technology contact lens! $42 for a box! or maybe it is the monthly wear type.HMmmm and I DO NOT have myopia ( please take note )

Had cell meeting at Gabriel's and it was fun! But today's plan for revising chinese had failed and tomorrow I will be going to Orchard , Ngee ann city + Ion + don't know where to shop with mum and go to my fav bookstore KINOKUNIYA to shop for books! can't wait.

Last wed was teacher's day. So it was a school holiday for us and I woke up at approximately 11.30 to get prepared cause I am going shopping with Jewel,Carey and Kityu. It was fun and yeah we were like shopper-holics. I love cotton on . I bought 2 off-shoulder tops and 2 tanktops to match with my off-shoulder tops and these 4 costs me only $50! CHEAP !

Gonna wear one of it tomorrow to go orchard with mum! Again, can't wait.

Oh btw, these photos are outdated so my zits + mosquito bites are gone! REJOICE ! well except some irritating small little zits are still there.. I need to go facial.

I love my clique

I got my report book back and I am HAPPY with my results except for chinese. Chinese seriously pulled my NICE percentage down. SHIT IT!
After september holiday, there is TONS of tests awaiting for me to ace them .. oh well im ready :) Geog,math and science :)

I need to get 85~ marks for all subjects EXCEPT chinese. I need at least a 65 for chinese . Oh well! EOY EOY EOY!

Watched movie with Navjeet,Seika,Cheryl,Gerallyn,Kityu,Carey,Jewel, Yani and Masreena! we watched HAUNTED CHANGI and yeah quite scary and shocking. It's super cool when everyone screams in the theater!! Went to artbox after that and I bought those beautiful notebooks that are priced only S$1.90 !! SUPPPER CHEAP! I am officially in love with Artbox <3 ( Not because of the cheap price BUT their designs and quality )

I'm living a happy life now :) I have awesome clique,friends,seniors,dancemates,FAMILY and lover. Also, I had improved my overall percentage :) haha! NEXT GOAL, 75 PERCENT! YESS WANWEN! I CAN DO IT! :)