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Did you guys realized that I have been using cameroid.com to take pictures? Well wanna blame , blame it on an idiot who had exchanged my camera memory stick to an adapter. Eefing retarded. And I hate how i have to spend my money to buy a memory card. ARGG!

So yesterday's BBQ with Zone 3 was awesome! the people there are hilarious! There are good foods alright! Holidays are here already so how am I going to spend my time ?

• Sleeping
• Going out
• Homework
• revision
• CCA
• remedial -.-'' bummer...
• Work ( at mum's office ) for an extra cash
• MOVIES!
• shopping!

Yeap. So these is what I am going to do. YEAH MAN~

hmm thinking of skipping PRASING time later at church.

HOLIDAY MAMA!

oh my oh my! Look it is holiday already! Sadly, I still got cca and remedial for the first week . I think the science project on ecology is retarded. 3 TASKS?! my dear! That is alot yo!

Ok I am excited for term 3 because we will be learning chem and bio for science and geography. I think I can do soo much better for Bio and Geog. My results are alright. But the sad thing is that I am number 7 in my class. Sad. Expected better position. I failed Chinese. Hence, I got the remedial. Bang head please

How do I look in these photos?

Confidence










I have a good news for everyone. I have pass my english. But , I am still gonna work on it. I know I can improve on it cause I've done quite well. Well, Not really that good but still have chance to improve on it :)

Today is really a good day for me! I had fun with friends .

June holiday is coming so I am so gonna go out with friends and have fun ;D It's been AGES since we had done that together already! It was either we had to study for MYE OR parents forbided us to go out as MYE is around the corner. But mostly the reason was, we got to study hard for MYE :D I guess I had done struggling that 1 week agony already , but I am proud to say that I am free from it . Excellent. :D

I've learnt something new too. Don't hate a person because you will never be happy. You will only think about the person you had and you will start to get angry and lifeless while he or she is having fun. I mean wouldn't you prefer to love people than hate? Hating is tiring. You will always tends to get your revenge on that person. But loving someone is super uper different okay! HAHA! Happy happy happy!

I AM BACK TO THE OLD SELF ME :) ROUND OF APPLAUSE PLEASE~

YEAH MY ENGLISH SUCKS AND I DON'T CARE! haha Ok maybe I care. BUT WHATEVER! Ok i care. I just do not have the time to check on my grammer and spelling and punctuation mark ok!! Me not so free to do that. ;D sorry!

( And FYI, I don't even bother to re-read my blog post before posting it. Sorry uh! )

I hate you girls alot!

these 3 girls!

THISekyskekyskekyskekyskekyskekysk

;D

You just got to think like before wanwen. Being positive is the key.

I got it. I just have to think positively. Yesterday was a disaster! I really don't even feel like living anymore . How could he do that? Resort to such immature thing. I cannot bring myself to forgive him. Not only him, them too. But thinking about it, I have good friends around me so why should I even bother about them? My friends result are good when they are with me! So how could it be POSSIBLE for me to pull down your marks? Ridiculous. Especially shermin. She is always with me. ALL THE TIME, but her results are good! Your results are bad, blame yourself please :) thank you .

Another thing is, My life has been great so far :) hehe! True true no lying :) I like to blog whatever I want cannot ah?! Haha she claimed that I influ jennifer and her :) Last time I did :) But you can chose not to do it too . I admit, I did influ you guys plus that was like 3 to 4 years ago? Now we also never do it -.- LAME~ hahahaha!

Let her have her Glory Days! Cause one day, she will know :) So im just waiting for that day to come:)

I don't understand why cant you all be more sensible? I mean SHE ESPECIALLY!

I admit, me myself is not so sensible enough but at least I know how to think.

what what I PULL DOWN YOUR MARKS? ridiculous.

FATHER LORD

My life hasn't been any better now. I have been struggling for approximately a week. Yes, I am suppose to be extremely happy as my math got an A1 -> 91 MARKS and my history is 3rd in class and science 65. I am supposed to be super happy about it cause I've never pass my math and science before. My results are always either 10-30 for math OR 20-40 for science. I've even got a D for PSLE for Maths . But now, MYE, I had scored a beautiful 91/100. Unbelievable isn't it? But I am still feeling sad and tortured. I am facing problem now. I dunno when I can be like the old me. I have great friends, seniors and family around me encouraging me. But I just cannot feel good. You may see me laughing and smiling , looking as if like I am super happy but I am not. Deep down inside me, I feel super tortured and terrible. I cried last night for approximately 3 hours. My eyes got swollen . It hurts. I didn't even turn up for school today. Not feeling good. Instead of sickness taking over me, Sadness took over me. Being sad and heartbroken is the worst feeling of all compared to getting a fever. I cannot believe that She had done that to me. Not only her, 3 of the other people too. I really dislike them alot. Not only me, my friends too. I cannot believe how she lied to me about being her second best friend. But in the end, she said it was all shit. She and I quarreled. Yeah. The other girl is always pinpointing me. Well , she is the girl that I detest the most! She ruined my life. I am in this horrible state now is because of her! Amish too! He is totally a two sided face guy! A hypocrite. He said that I am stupid and it was just my luck that I had gotten 91 for math. Is he jealous or something? I don't know why these people likes to pinpoint me and judge me!

My good friends shermin , cheryl all of them told me not to care about them . My other classmates too. I am blessed to have such caring friends and seniors. Sometimes I even wondered if god is helping me at all. I hate this feeling.I hate everything! Sometimes i even thought of dying! OH GOSH!

I am not pathetic or what. I am just confiding my feelings here. It is my blog. Why not?

TYPO'S!

hey people! Please dont mind me if some of my spelling and grammer is wrong here. Typo!~~

But your in my hatelist already and you cant expect me to rub off your name ;D

I love cheryl babe! She just taught me how to twEET by using your phone ;D I know it sucks to tell you guys this but yeah imma noob ;P

Oh yeah and it just twitted XD

Anyway, Heard that I got super high for my maths MYE! super happy please!

Life is good for me :) nice seniors, awesome friends and cool people ;D cool cool. This is extremely cool. How i wish i can blog using phone just like how I tweet using phone :) free somemore.

Good news for myself. Term 3 will be learning GEOGRAPHY! I bet I do well for geography ;D hehe oh yeah and we will also be taking HOME ECONS! GIRLS ARE GOOD AT IT ;D haha i guess.

I don't like it when people talk about our sexy back D: haha!

Nostalgia

YTD, tashi's birthday bbq was fun! Love it

Anyway, I want things to be fun again in school. like ytd.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

WOOHOO! today is the best day of my life! It is my birthday ;D received so many sexy wishes! OMG~

Maybe i am too sensitive.But thats what it looks like. I cannot bring myself

to believe that your not saying it. I know you are. Why must you deny?

You just ruined my birthday D: I teared at pizzahut and because of you,

all my friends are sad also. Im the birthday girl and we should have LOTS of fun tgt

but you made me sad and teared, I emoed. Silence were everywhere. Not a single noise

made. All walking tgt pondering and telling me to get over it. It saddens me how they begged

me to smile and laugh again as it is my birthday. But i cant. ITS YOU! you knew that I am sensitive yet you did it. Please dont deny.

You had ruined my birthday and I am not going to forgive you

Term 2 this year SUCKS!

TERM 2 SUCK SUCK SUCKS SUCKS! everyday has gone like HAYWIRE! like for awhile, this is good and suddenly it became bad -.-

tomorrow is my birthday and i hope that everything turns out well :) I hope that she will go and celebrate with us too! hehe ;D

I dowan everything to be ruin!

Sometimes i just pray that everything will be fine. Not just FINE but extremely fine.

I am not so confident for tomorrow's history exam as i am not working hard now like SERIOUSLY!

I dont want to screw my papers up! I wanna go express T.T !!! Also, I hope that term 3 will be even better! term 3 must be better than 2! 2 is seriously suckish to the core! Everyone is like super $#$^ grrr~~ term 2 is simply unbearable! all these problems! shit man\

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAy~ woohoo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEICONG MY BELOVED BROTHER!

Wonderful!

Happy to say that things are getting much better today ;D church was GREEEEEEEAT! ;D

changed to a nicer song in my blog ;D super love it! muahahah!

Oppsie! Mid years lai liao~ yao mia le! D:

ZAI JIAN

Is settling and forgiving solve the problem and be back to normal?

NO! NONONO! -- ( referring to my link )

Today is a sat! I know what to do to settle it quietly and peacefully ;D

Pray and ask for them to to keep their mouth shut and let me tell them and forget everything cause we had settled it on the phone already.

ANYWAY, Mid year exam is coming~ Super excited! WOOHOO~ i know i got something wrong right! and after talking to karyl last night, I just knew that she is WORST than what i thought of! TSK TSK TSK!

Some girls in my class is super frustrating! SOME SOME! ;D hehe

I still have navjeet,gerallyn, shermin and blah blah ;D cool ;D i love it

Super bad misunderstanding

Had an average day today. But this is the first time I am hell having a crappy week!

I mean what is wrong with her?! Why is she always like this? I give up talking to her properly already . GIVE UP! YES GIVE UP!

I hope that she is reading this now. She only thought that I am a liar -.-'' i have good friends around me . I don't mind losing you cause you had just broken one of your promises. A BIG PROMISE INDEED.

You said that, but guess what? You let it happened.

It takes years and years to build a good and strong friendship alright! But it takes just a supid second for a good friendship to break. Think about it yourself.

All i wanted to say was, stop doubting. Very annoying. Ok.

To think that i was so nice to you cause you were my primary sch friend till now. Since p2 alright.

If your gonna let this small issue make us into an enemy or even strangers, go ahead. I have nothing more to say

I will be back every once in a while

Maybe I am thinking too much right now but it is already may 4th. The remaining papers for MYE is next week. Gotta do well and get my 75 percent. Right now, I am just texting people, wasting my time on slacking while waiting for rainn to come. She is a great tutor btw ;D

School has been great so far. Navjeet and Jewel came to my house yesterday to finish up 1/2 of our art project. Baked muffins and cookies after that. I am proud to say that our muffins are a success! Despite the quite-bad appearance of it,it taste really good! texture was good, the INSIDE colour of it was nice. It looks like those real vanilla muffins and the RISING of the muffin was cute! ;D BAKED WITH LOVE !

Off to do my revisions for now. Got to get it all right to get my 75percent.

I think i had just screwed my ENGLISH AND CHINESE PAPER up.

This is shit .

Back for good but for awhile

I've been neglecting my blog for awhile. How sad. Two main papers were down, English and Chinese. I think i should not doubt that i will fail. I did and prayed so yeah :) was expecting the best outta me :)

Its been a wonderful and fruitful week for me so far. What about yours? hehe I dont understand why there should be a week break for exams. I mean it was like this week there will be two papers and after that the week after the next week have Lit,Math,Sci and His. Time flies super fast. It is already may 2 in a blink of an eye! sad right?? hmmm birthday is coming very soon :) Hope that tashi would be more considerate and EASE my worries for the chalet. Hope that he will book it soon. I hate to go to him everyday and tell him to BOOK BOOK BOOk! super annoying. Well, I really want my bday party to be great! fun! and memorable.

Yesterday's cell gathering for LABOUR day was fun :) We all did enjoyed ourselves.

Vivien,cheryl,shermin,choonkiat,joshua,brandon,gerald,gabriel,angela,cynthia,rebecca,joanna etc etc :)

Well gotta mug like hell for this afternoon and tonight. Really want to go express man!

PS/ history test is on the 14th of may. I am going to celebrate with friends and family :) on the 15 we will have a party :) with tashi :)

GUYS! YOU ALL MUST BE FREE ON THE 15 OF MAY ALRIGHT! CHEERS!